was talkin on the phone with wilfred juz now and scanning my scribbles of sentiments written in chinese text here and there
haha
i wrote almost everywhere...
at the back of my notes, my note book or some blank ppr found
shows how my life have been all these while and when i took back my diary to look at them
i start feeling very nostalgic and those memories i had
strange feeling indeed.

i intend to show and share them with wilfred tomorrow after my oral exam.
nothing to hide between us anyway. i told him everything abt me and likewise.
these years has been spent in a way where so many things have happened.
so many.
and how much it has changed me i cannot describe but it definitely changed me
and i've grown up
from the time when i was a sec 4 school leaver till now, a 19year old.
it's has been 3 years since.
many things happened within these 3 years and so many ups and downs.
like wat wilfred always said, i should look back on the things that is around me and be grateful about them.
thro that, derive happiness to make my day seem great.
although i used to be very cheery and over the years i've worsened.
i am determined to get it back.